文/ 法国海外属地 Maya Jaeger

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我叫Maya Jaeger,今年34岁。我出生于法国的海外属地。我的母亲是中国人, 而我的父亲是法国人。

在年幼的时候,我难以理解我的家庭,因为我父母的婚姻并不完满。由此,我在不稳定的情绪中长大。青年时期,我做了诸多错事,包括饮酒、吸菸以及感情上诸多不顺。这加重了我的忧郁以及对生活的困惑。后来,我工作不顺,健康每况愈下。有时,我会感到极度压抑及焦虑。

我在2014年4月参加了卢台长在纽西兰举行的法会,并有幸得到看图腾的机会。法会当天,台长给我留下了很好的印象,他的谆谆教诲让我重拾自信并深深地感染了我。法会期间,我身体上的疼痛减轻了。我对卢台长的说因道果深信不疑。

在卢台长给我看图腾的时候,我非常认真地听取台长的开示,并且予以高度重视。台长说我身上的灵性是我感到不适的根本原因。这就是为什么我惧怕与别人接触,并总是觉得身体不舒服。台长同时指出我过去不如理不如法的行为,并耐心地给我开出每天功课的数量,以及超度要经者的小房子张数。

台长在纽西兰给我看完图腾后,我梦见了观世音菩萨。菩萨的慈悲加持使我法喜充满。紧接着,我开始马不停蹄地念诵经文功课以及小房子。我的健康状况逐渐改善。

在刚开始念诵经文的时候,我总是想起各种可怕的往事,这些阴影一直在我内心挥之不去。但同时,我深深地感受到佛菩萨了解我,听我倾诉,见证着我的念经修行,并且理解我和帮助我。渐渐地,我心中的阴霾烟消云散,取而代之的是光明与希望。

在一开始念诵小房子的时候,我感到非常疲惫,每次念完小房子,我需要睡上20到30分钟缓解疲劳。然而,我依旧坚定不移、日复一日地念诵小房子。

通过三年精进地念诵经文以及小房子,我亲身实证了念经能帮我从疾病中恢复。我的健康好转,生活的方方面面均得到了改善。

深入阅读:

如何念经? (附计数器)

超渡不求人–什么是小房子?

至今,我修习心灵法门已有五个年头。我在2015年及2016年参加了卢台长在槟城、吉隆坡、沙巴以及印尼的法会,并参加了2018年的吉隆坡法会以及2017和2019年的新加坡法会。

我用亲身经历告诉大家,观世音菩萨救了我一命。学佛念经使我脱胎换骨,我的病痛痊愈了,生活也变得更加美好。我蜕变成一个更好的自己,而且我有足够的信心弘扬佛法,帮助众生。

感恩观世音菩萨、诸佛菩萨、龙天护法菩萨以及卢台长。

学佛让我明白生命的真谛。

学佛让我更好地认识自己,以及理解过去遇到的种种不幸和困难。

学佛让我懂得忏悔,消除业障。

学佛让我找到了快乐。

学佛让我和父母的关系更加和谐融洽。

再次感恩南无大慈大悲救苦救难广大灵感观世音菩萨,感恩卢军宏师父,给予我学佛行善的机会。

希望我的分享能够增强大家学佛的信心,以及使大家明白学佛的重要性。

感谢大家。

 (原文)

My name is Maya Jaeger. I’m 34 years old. I was born in a territorial department of France. My mother is Chinese and my father is French.

When I was young, I had difficulty understanding my family because the marriage between my mother and my father was not successful. As such, I grew up with emotional instability. In my youth, I had done many inappropriate deeds and wrongdoings. I drank alcohol, smoked cigarettes and had broken relationships. These caused me more unhappiness and misunderstandings in turn. Later, I had difficulty in finding good career opportunities and felt also that my health was really affected. Sometimes, I would feel really oppressed and anxious.

In April 2014, I attended Master Lu’s Dharma Convention in New Zealand and I was very lucky to be given the opportunity to have my totem read. During the Dharma talk, I developed a very good impression of Master Lu and he gave me a lot of confidence — he had touched my heart.  During the Dharma convention, I also felt less pain on my body. I was absolutely convinced that all that Master Lu said is really the truth.

During the Totem reading, I listened carefully to what Master Lu said and took his instructions seriously. He told me that foreign spirits were the origin of my discomfort. This was also why I was always scared of others and felt constant physical discomfort. He had also mentioned that I had done inappropriate deeds. He also told me the number of Buddhist scriptures that I have to recite daily and the number of Little Houses that I have to offer to my karmic creditors.

After the totem reading in New Zealand, Guan Yin Bodhisattva appeared in a dream. I was very happy to have received blessings from Guan Yin Bodhisattva. Immediately after, I started to perform daily recitations and recited Little Houses everyday without interruption. My health started to show gradual improvement.

When I started to perform recitation, I was always thinking about the horrible things that happened in my life and all the horrible things that have never left my heart. Indeed, I always feel that Buddhas and Bodhisattva know me, listen to me, see me whenever I perform recitation and that they can also understand me and help me. Progressively, all these dark and horrible things disappeared and transformed into light.

When I first started to offer Little Houses, I would feel tired and need to sleep for 20 to 30 minutes to feel better. However, I was determined to recite Little Houses and continued to persist day after day.

After 3 years of reciting Buddhist scriptures and offering Little Houses diligently, I can confirm that this practice helped me to recover from illness. My health has improved and I have enhanced all aspects of my life.

I have been practicing Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door for 5 years and I have had the opportunity to attend the 2015 and 2016 Dharma Conventions in Penang, Kuala Lumpur, Sabah and Jakarta. I also attended the 2018 Kuala Lumpur and  2017 and 2019 Singapore Dharma Conventions.

I can affirm that Guan Yin Bodhisattva saved my life. Practicing Buddhism and performing recitations has given me a second chance at life, cured my illnesses and allowed me to have a better life. Now, I have become a better person and I am fully confident to propagate Buddhism and help others.

Deepest gratitude to Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma Protectors and Master Lu.

Practicing Buddhism has helped me to understand the true meaning of life.

Practicing Buddhism has helped me to understand myself and the suffering and difficulties encountered previously.

Practicing Buddhism has helped me to repent and repay my karmic debts.

Practicing Buddhism has helped me to find happiness.

Practicing Buddhism has helped me to have better relationships with my parents.

I express my deepest gratitude to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva and to Master Jun Hong Lu to have given me this wonderful opportunity to learn Buddhism and accomplish good deeds.

I hope that my experience will inspire you and to help you to understand how is important to believe and practice Buddhism.

Thank you

Maya ♥