文/ 法國海外屬地 Maya Jaeger

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我叫Maya Jaeger,今年34歲。我出生於法國的海外屬地。我的母親是中國人, 而我的父親是法國人。

在年幼的時候,我難以理解我的家庭,因爲我父母的婚姻並不完滿。由此,我在不穩定的情緒中長大。青年時期,我做了諸多錯事,包括飲酒、吸菸以及感情上諸多不順。這加重了我的憂鬱以及對生活的困惑。後來,我工作不順,健康每況愈下。有時,我會感到極度壓抑及焦慮。

我在2014年4月參加了盧台長在紐西蘭舉行的法會,並有幸得到看圖騰的機會。法會當天,台長給我留下了很好的印象,他的諄諄教誨讓我重拾自信並深深地感染了我。法會期間,我身體上的疼痛減輕了。我對盧台長的說因道果深信不疑。

在盧台長給我看圖騰的時候,我非常認真地聽取台長的開示,並且予以高度重視。台長說我身上的靈性是我感到不適的根本原因。這就是爲什麼我懼怕與別人接觸,並總是覺得身體不舒服。台長同時指出我過去不如理不如法的行爲,並耐心地給我開出每天功課的數量,以及超度要經者的小房子張數。

台長在紐西蘭給我看完圖騰後,我夢見了觀世音菩薩。菩薩的慈悲加持使我法喜充滿。緊接着,我開始馬不停蹄地念誦經文功課以及小房子。我的健康狀況逐漸改善。

在剛開始念誦經文的時候,我總是想起各種可怕的往事,這些陰影一直在我內心揮之不去。但同時,我深深地感受到佛菩薩瞭解我,聽我傾訴,見證着我的念經修行,並且理解我和幫助我。漸漸地,我心中的陰霾煙消雲散,取而代之的是光明與希望。

在一開始念誦小房子的時候,我感到非常疲憊,每次念完小房子,我需要睡上20到30分鐘緩解疲勞。然而,我依舊堅定不移、日復一日地念誦小房子。

通過三年精進地念誦經文以及小房子,我親身實證了念經能幫我從疾病中恢復。我的健康好轉,生活的方方面面均得到了改善。

深入閱讀:

如何念經? (附計數器)

超渡不求人–什麼是小房子?

至今,我修習心靈法門已有五個年頭。我在2015年及2016年參加了盧台長在檳城、吉隆坡、沙巴以及印尼的法會,並參加了2018年的吉隆坡法會以及2017和2019年的新加坡法會。

我用親身經歷告訴大家,觀世音菩薩救了我一命。學佛念經使我脫胎換骨,我的病痛痊癒了,生活也變得更加美好。我蛻變成一個更好的自己,而且我有足夠的信心弘揚佛法,幫助衆生。

感恩觀世音菩薩、諸佛菩薩、龍天護法菩薩以及盧台長。

學佛讓我明白生命的真諦。

學佛讓我更好地認識自己,以及理解過去遇到的種種不幸和困難。

學佛讓我懂得懺悔,消除業障。

學佛讓我找到了快樂。

學佛讓我和父母的關係更加和諧融洽。

再次感恩南無大慈大悲救苦救難廣大靈感觀世音菩薩,感恩盧軍宏師父,給予我學佛行善的機會。

希望我的分享能夠增強大家學佛的信心,以及使大家明白學佛的重要性。

感謝大家。

 (原文)

My name is Maya Jaeger. I’m 34 years old. I was born in a territorial department of France. My mother is Chinese and my father is French.

When I was young, I had difficulty understanding my family because the marriage between my mother and my father was not successful. As such, I grew up with emotional instability. In my youth, I had done many inappropriate deeds and wrongdoings. I drank alcohol, smoked cigarettes and had broken relationships. These caused me more unhappiness and misunderstandings in turn. Later, I had difficulty in finding good career opportunities and felt also that my health was really affected. Sometimes, I would feel really oppressed and anxious.

In April 2014, I attended Master Lu’s Dharma Convention in New Zealand and I was very lucky to be given the opportunity to have my totem read. During the Dharma talk, I developed a very good impression of Master Lu and he gave me a lot of confidence — he had touched my heart.  During the Dharma convention, I also felt less pain on my body. I was absolutely convinced that all that Master Lu said is really the truth.

During the Totem reading, I listened carefully to what Master Lu said and took his instructions seriously. He told me that foreign spirits were the origin of my discomfort. This was also why I was always scared of others and felt constant physical discomfort. He had also mentioned that I had done inappropriate deeds. He also told me the number of Buddhist scriptures that I have to recite daily and the number of Little Houses that I have to offer to my karmic creditors.

After the totem reading in New Zealand, Guan Yin Bodhisattva appeared in a dream. I was very happy to have received blessings from Guan Yin Bodhisattva. Immediately after, I started to perform daily recitations and recited Little Houses everyday without interruption. My health started to show gradual improvement.

When I started to perform recitation, I was always thinking about the horrible things that happened in my life and all the horrible things that have never left my heart. Indeed, I always feel that Buddhas and Bodhisattva know me, listen to me, see me whenever I perform recitation and that they can also understand me and help me. Progressively, all these dark and horrible things disappeared and transformed into light.

When I first started to offer Little Houses, I would feel tired and need to sleep for 20 to 30 minutes to feel better. However, I was determined to recite Little Houses and continued to persist day after day.

After 3 years of reciting Buddhist scriptures and offering Little Houses diligently, I can confirm that this practice helped me to recover from illness. My health has improved and I have enhanced all aspects of my life.

I have been practicing Guan Yin Citta Dharma Door for 5 years and I have had the opportunity to attend the 2015 and 2016 Dharma Conventions in Penang, Kuala Lumpur, Sabah and Jakarta. I also attended the 2018 Kuala Lumpur and  2017 and 2019 Singapore Dharma Conventions.

I can affirm that Guan Yin Bodhisattva saved my life. Practicing Buddhism and performing recitations has given me a second chance at life, cured my illnesses and allowed me to have a better life. Now, I have become a better person and I am fully confident to propagate Buddhism and help others.

Deepest gratitude to Guan Yin Bodhisattva, all Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, Dharma Protectors and Master Lu.

Practicing Buddhism has helped me to understand the true meaning of life.

Practicing Buddhism has helped me to understand myself and the suffering and difficulties encountered previously.

Practicing Buddhism has helped me to repent and repay my karmic debts.

Practicing Buddhism has helped me to find happiness.

Practicing Buddhism has helped me to have better relationships with my parents.

I express my deepest gratitude to the Greatly Merciful and Greatly Compassionate Guan Yin Bodhisattva and to Master Jun Hong Lu to have given me this wonderful opportunity to learn Buddhism and accomplish good deeds.

I hope that my experience will inspire you and to help you to understand how is important to believe and practice Buddhism.

Thank you

Maya ♥